New Year, New Ambitions, New Boyfriend

Let me start you off with a timeline.

-Ryan and I have been fighting since about our 1 year mark

-I never got my plane ticket switched so I didn't spend my New Years with Ryan

-I went to Iowa for a month and met an amazing individual named Chris

-I decided I was going to go to college in Iowa because it's too damn expensive in Hawai'i

-Chris made me see that Ryan isn't good enought for me (Besides I don't think I could deal with his mother as a mother-in-law)

-Ryan and I are DONE.

-Chris and I have just begun

-I'm in school now and am currently in Hawai'i until the semester ends

-I will then move to Iowa and go to college

-or-

-I will move with Chris, he's joining the Army.  YAY!!  MILITARY!! NOT!!

All of that out of the way.  I am currently in 5 music courses a history and a pyschology class (I might fail psy :/ )  I am soooo ready to get off this damn island.  I admit that I'll miss but I'm tired of being confined by walls of oceans.  It's time for me to let go of the paradise and the laid back society, it's really time for me to grow up.  I have been spending the last couple of days (maybe about a week) packing.  I have 4 18gal bins (my shoes took up an entire one, my clothes another) and that's ALL I'm taking with me to college.  Everything is getting sold or thrown away.

Christoper.  He is amazing and we've been going strong for 4 months now (Long distance!  Go us!)  I will hopefully be visiting him at the end of this month :].  He is amazing and we are talking about marriage.  I know many of you will say that it's way too soon for that but you haven't met either of us and don't know anything about how long we've known each other (technically 2 years) or how well we know each other so please keep your judgements to yourself.  But he's joining the Army as a Ranger and trying to give us the best life possible.  I love him.

Health is okay but I've been sick for the past 2 weeks :[  People just call it the "Hawaiian Crud" here.  But I finally went to the doctor and got antibiotics and will hopefully be back to my old self soon.  :]

to be continued....

it's 1:36 am here.