I'm sorry!

My fellow bloggers.  I know I have abandoned you!  :[

But I'm BACKKK!!!!

So what has happened since my last post?  Well my last post was about my tattoo which I got on Sept 27th O_o  [it has been a while]  And now that it's almost christmas I should update you :]

Well on Sunday I fly to the mainland!!  =]  I get to go to Iowa and see snow!  :]  I'll be taking lots of pictures and posting them for you of course =].  As well, my dad has started doing Santa again!  :]  I'll post some of the cute pictures up of that for you as well :]

Ryan and I have been together for 16 months :]  And I will be home to celebrate the New Year with him.  I'm so excited to start yet another New Year with him by my side.  But this is just a short update.  I'll be back tomorrow :]

Miss you guys!

Hmph.

Why in the world did I sign those enlistment papers?! I was so excited to be getting my college for free and having some technical training under my belt but if they keep playing this waiting game I'm going to tell them to all go to hell :[ If they had sent me out a MONTH ago like they were supposed to, I wouldn't have had any time to have second thoughts about it. But no, they had to go and screw up my life because that's what the military does when you sign your life over to them. I'm not even officially a "soldier" yet and I already want out. Ugh. I'm telling them that I don't want to be sent out until July because I want to get some schooling done with. I can't be put a year behind or a year and a half. My tech school is 6 months and my basic is going to be 2 now because my recruiter is a fucking dumb shit, that's going to piss me of if I get put back more :[. Which now that I think about it. Either way I'm going to be put back a year and a half unless I take 6 classes every semester. :[ I hate this. I really hate this. But at least I'll have some money when I get back, better than nothing I suppose.

So word to the wise. NEVER join the military. ESPECIALLY if you have hypoglycemia.

Medical Discharge

So I got the horrible new today that in my near future it looks like a medical discharge is nearing. As horrible as it sounds I'm guessing that this is just better for my life. I'm not completely sure what to think abou tit but for know I'm just praying to god that everything works out in the long run. *Fingers Crossed* That's all I've been able to do lately. All I've been able to do is cross my fingers, I am becoming so annoyed with not being able to direct my life until January, sitting and waiting it all out. I hate it. Ugh.

Looking Up!

So things are now starting to fall into place in my life! I'm so excited about how the future looks right now! I have bee invited to a photo shoot with a photographer here in Hawaii that is really good. I'm not getting paid but I can use those shots for my portfolio, I'll be registering for classes here in December, I have applied for a couple jobs, hopefully landing at least one, and I've been organizing my room finally and throwing out old stuff that I really don't need. I'm upsizing my goals and downsizing my room and belongings :] After all the bad news lately I was really happy to finally get some GREAT news! It kind of makes up for the last 2 weeks of b.s. and pain, so now I'm just looking forward to a photo shoot, and hopefully a job!

xoxo

Can't Shower for 24 hours.

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I have a 24 hour ckg on me and I can't get it wet. So I can't shower for 24 hours. :[ I usually shower like twice a day :[ But not right now I can't, which disappoints me. But I guess I'll have to live with that. So on Monday I'm taking headshots with a girl named Autumn, she's pretty good and this benefits us both. She gets the experience and I get the headshots. So I'm really excited. I have my outfits and everything picked out. I might buy another pair of shoes though to match a dress. We'll see what I decide though. I'll definitely be posting them up in my "Life of an aspiring model" blog though, so be sure to check them out! And leave lots of comments! I'll love the feedback.
And I'll keep everyone updated on the agency's decisions and comments also in that blog. Be looking forward to a wave of new blogs!

Everyday life?

So everyone who knows me asked me where my blog about everyday life is, well here you go! I'll try to keep this one up as much as possible but I also have the other two and those are more of a priority because those are hopefully helping other people. So everyday life? The military is probably going to fall through for the medical reasons listed in "Hypoglycemia", and I quit my job to do the military, so I'm jobless for now, I have really high hopes for modeling though. I'll probably make another blog that is just title portfolio that will have all my portfolio pictures in it. But just give me time, I'm just now getting all of the stuff together! But it's exciting. So right now I'm spending my time cleaning, picking guitar and piano up again, and I'll be having a friend teach me drums :] Then I'll be a "one man band" with man meaning women of course. Hopefully I can start writing some songs for you guys and make a page for that! I need something to record it with though so I'll have to see how that goes. I might also make a blog for my photography. I'm not quite sure about that though. Then it's kind of free game to the world of the internet and I really don't want that! They're copyrighted but I still don't want them showing up on myspace with no credit on them or anything. That is my hard work. We'll see what happens. :]
So right now I'm spending time doing yoga and writing poems and getting back into the groove of that :] Hopefully I'll have some stuff up that you like! I can only hope though of course.