Medical Discharge

So I got the horrible new today that in my near future it looks like a medical discharge is nearing. As horrible as it sounds I'm guessing that this is just better for my life. I'm not completely sure what to think abou tit but for know I'm just praying to god that everything works out in the long run. *Fingers Crossed* That's all I've been able to do lately. All I've been able to do is cross my fingers, I am becoming so annoyed with not being able to direct my life until January, sitting and waiting it all out. I hate it. Ugh.