New Year, New Ambitions, New Boyfriend

Let me start you off with a timeline.

-Ryan and I have been fighting since about our 1 year mark

-I never got my plane ticket switched so I didn't spend my New Years with Ryan

-I went to Iowa for a month and met an amazing individual named Chris

-I decided I was going to go to college in Iowa because it's too damn expensive in Hawai'i

-Chris made me see that Ryan isn't good enought for me (Besides I don't think I could deal with his mother as a mother-in-law)

-Ryan and I are DONE.

-Chris and I have just begun

-I'm in school now and am currently in Hawai'i until the semester ends

-I will then move to Iowa and go to college

-or-

-I will move with Chris, he's joining the Army.  YAY!!  MILITARY!! NOT!!

All of that out of the way.  I am currently in 5 music courses a history and a pyschology class (I might fail psy :/ )  I am soooo ready to get off this damn island.  I admit that I'll miss but I'm tired of being confined by walls of oceans.  It's time for me to let go of the paradise and the laid back society, it's really time for me to grow up.  I have been spending the last couple of days (maybe about a week) packing.  I have 4 18gal bins (my shoes took up an entire one, my clothes another) and that's ALL I'm taking with me to college.  Everything is getting sold or thrown away.

Christoper.  He is amazing and we've been going strong for 4 months now (Long distance!  Go us!)  I will hopefully be visiting him at the end of this month :].  He is amazing and we are talking about marriage.  I know many of you will say that it's way too soon for that but you haven't met either of us and don't know anything about how long we've known each other (technically 2 years) or how well we know each other so please keep your judgements to yourself.  But he's joining the Army as a Ranger and trying to give us the best life possible.  I love him.

Health is okay but I've been sick for the past 2 weeks :[  People just call it the "Hawaiian Crud" here.  But I finally went to the doctor and got antibiotics and will hopefully be back to my old self soon.  :]

to be continued....

it's 1:36 am here.

I'm sorry!

My fellow bloggers.  I know I have abandoned you!  :[

But I'm BACKKK!!!!

So what has happened since my last post?  Well my last post was about my tattoo which I got on Sept 27th O_o  [it has been a while]  And now that it's almost christmas I should update you :]

Well on Sunday I fly to the mainland!!  =]  I get to go to Iowa and see snow!  :]  I'll be taking lots of pictures and posting them for you of course =].  As well, my dad has started doing Santa again!  :]  I'll post some of the cute pictures up of that for you as well :]

Ryan and I have been together for 16 months :]  And I will be home to celebrate the New Year with him.  I'm so excited to start yet another New Year with him by my side.  But this is just a short update.  I'll be back tomorrow :]

Miss you guys!

Hmph.

Why in the world did I sign those enlistment papers?! I was so excited to be getting my college for free and having some technical training under my belt but if they keep playing this waiting game I'm going to tell them to all go to hell :[ If they had sent me out a MONTH ago like they were supposed to, I wouldn't have had any time to have second thoughts about it. But no, they had to go and screw up my life because that's what the military does when you sign your life over to them. I'm not even officially a "soldier" yet and I already want out. Ugh. I'm telling them that I don't want to be sent out until July because I want to get some schooling done with. I can't be put a year behind or a year and a half. My tech school is 6 months and my basic is going to be 2 now because my recruiter is a fucking dumb shit, that's going to piss me of if I get put back more :[. Which now that I think about it. Either way I'm going to be put back a year and a half unless I take 6 classes every semester. :[ I hate this. I really hate this. But at least I'll have some money when I get back, better than nothing I suppose.

So word to the wise. NEVER join the military. ESPECIALLY if you have hypoglycemia.

Medical Discharge

So I got the horrible new today that in my near future it looks like a medical discharge is nearing. As horrible as it sounds I'm guessing that this is just better for my life. I'm not completely sure what to think abou tit but for know I'm just praying to god that everything works out in the long run. *Fingers Crossed* That's all I've been able to do lately. All I've been able to do is cross my fingers, I am becoming so annoyed with not being able to direct my life until January, sitting and waiting it all out. I hate it. Ugh.

Looking Up!

So things are now starting to fall into place in my life! I'm so excited about how the future looks right now! I have bee invited to a photo shoot with a photographer here in Hawaii that is really good. I'm not getting paid but I can use those shots for my portfolio, I'll be registering for classes here in December, I have applied for a couple jobs, hopefully landing at least one, and I've been organizing my room finally and throwing out old stuff that I really don't need. I'm upsizing my goals and downsizing my room and belongings :] After all the bad news lately I was really happy to finally get some GREAT news! It kind of makes up for the last 2 weeks of b.s. and pain, so now I'm just looking forward to a photo shoot, and hopefully a job!

xoxo

Can't Shower for 24 hours.

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I have a 24 hour ckg on me and I can't get it wet. So I can't shower for 24 hours. :[ I usually shower like twice a day :[ But not right now I can't, which disappoints me. But I guess I'll have to live with that. So on Monday I'm taking headshots with a girl named Autumn, she's pretty good and this benefits us both. She gets the experience and I get the headshots. So I'm really excited. I have my outfits and everything picked out. I might buy another pair of shoes though to match a dress. We'll see what I decide though. I'll definitely be posting them up in my "Life of an aspiring model" blog though, so be sure to check them out! And leave lots of comments! I'll love the feedback.
And I'll keep everyone updated on the agency's decisions and comments also in that blog. Be looking forward to a wave of new blogs!